LIFE

I have been traped in a hospital for nearly a week. Now I'm barried in calsswork and homework. In every calss not one noe two all eight. Next week is going to be hell. Nothing but non stop classwork and being up at 2 in the moring. How great now i have to babysit my neice and nephews. Sigh..... Oh well if you wondering what I was in the hospital. I had some sweling in my neck. fome some meds i was taking (doctor aproved of coesed). My life keeps getting better and better. My mom is still blaming my dad for everthing.My sister is going behind my back teing my brother everything I do. I have been trap at my sisters place. Hugh...... sigh.

Yay my dads out of jail and now has been telling me I deed to start drawing more real things like people.I like drawing cartoons. I can make them do things people cant.Plus I'm good at it.And my mom says he the cause of our problems. She said hes going to be paying our rent and stuff but wont live with us.How fuck up is that. They have been together for 18+ years. And she is willing to give it all up. I hate it I know once he went to jail. But I don't think its his fault. Can she blame his friends for liying to him about them saying that they were going to help us.

Sick

I haven't been posting any thing in a while because I have been in the hospital. For those who care why I'll tell you. One night I felt my neck and  there was a small bump it only hurt to the touch. So ignored it and went to bed thinking it was just a misquote bite. I woke up to see my neck swollen. I ran and told my sister. Then she called my mom. they took me to my doctor.They said if I couldn't breath or if it started hurting or fever go to ER. Next morning it hurt like hell and I couldn't get breath. My mom took me to the hospital they checked my neck through a ct scan. By the way scary as hell. later on they gave some antibiotics. And one it got in my system it tasted horrible. Now I'm better and return to my life as a depressed girl.